Pre-Loved Treasures (Clothes and Books of In-chan)

Hi girls.

Its been a long while since my very last post, isn't? Well, blame it all on Twitter since I could vent all the way in my twitter more than I could have ever done in this small little comfort zone of mine. :)

Okay, today I just wanna sell out some of my clothes and books just because I need a travel fund! Kid you not. Hehe, and yes, just because some other beautiful girls and nice chaps would appreciate these treasures of mine more than my own self. So, here it goes. Worry not, all items are below RM25 and very much in a good condition, but not inclusive of the postage. COD? This zero-sense-of-direction lady can only go as far as Setiawangsa, Wangsa Maju and Ampang point area. Yesh honey, pity me right. :(

So, if you are interested,  email to me at intanbaharum@gmail.com  by including:

item(s) to purchase:

full name:

address:

contact number:

payment using: MAYBANK or CIMB

online/atm transfer or cash deposit machine.

postage/COD (add on RM6 for the postage)

Okay, lets see what I have here. Ehem!

WARDROBE LE ME.

Stripey Buzz Blazer  (01)

Size S

No brand.

It fits very well with a petite girl, I am an 'M' and at times an 'L'!.

RM20

Three tone Shirt (02)

Fits well with S-M

No brand

RM13 

Bubble Stripey Short Dress (03)

Size L (but fits M just as good as well)

Brand: Nichi

RM15

Lilac Little Flower Shirt Dress (04)

Fits M  (Euro 4, USA 4, Japan 11)

Brand- Arcadia

RM20

Balinese Beach Dress (05)

Fits S-L (BOOKED)

No brand

RM10

Turquoise Blouse (06)

Fits M-L ( as u can see, its UK12)

Dorothy Perkins

RM15

Zebra See Through Shirt ( No lining) (07)

Fits S-M

Brand: Envee

RM15

Grey Beaded Blouse (08)

Fits S-L (BOOKED)

Brand: Bought it at thepoplook.com

RM20

Flowery Fairy T shirt (09)

Free Size

No brand

RM15

Flowery Greyish Blouse Dress (10)

Fits S-M

No brand (Its imported from Korea, and I cant read Hangul. Tee hee)

RM15

                                              

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Tulip Blouse (11)

Fits S-L

No brand

RM15

Stripey Half Cut Cardi (12)

Fits S-M (As much as it states S)

Brand: SEED

RM13

Office Nicole (13)

Fits S ( slightly M though, or you will feel wanna burst out!)

Brand: NICOLE

RM10

Arabic-like long skirt (14)

It fits S-L ( as far as the height concerns, it suits 155cm-160cm the best)

Brand: Khazanah

RM25

Paisley Earthy Blouse (15)

It fits S-L (BOOKED)

Brand: MNG

RM20

(My most favorite, yet I no longer wear it. )

Stripey Black and White (16)

It fits M perfectly

Brand : NAFNAF

RM20

(It has a broad front which is advisable to wear an inner! :))

Net Sleeveless Cardi (17)

It fits S-L

Brand: Nichi

RM10

Plaid Red Tee (18)

It fits S-M

No brand

RM5

Ribbon had me skirt (19)

It fits S-M (150cm-155cm, it reaches above my ankles so I have to wear tights inside)

No brand

RM15

Vintage Sunny Dress (20)

Its free size

No brand ( a vintage item I got from a vintage selling shop)

RM15

Diamond Yellow Blouse (21)

It fits S-M

No brand

RM15

Merry Go round Blouse(22)

It fits S-M just nice

Brand: ZARA

RM20

Red Akai Cardigan (23) (SOLD to Ratna)

It fits S-M (as much as it says M)

Brand:ZARA

RM20

 Girls Tee Night! (24)

It fits S-M

Brand: ZARA TRF

RM10

THE BOOKS (postage will be based on the number of books bought)

                                          

A Bend in the Road

Author: Nicholas Sparks

RM7

                                             

The Alchemist

Author: Paulo Coelho

RM7

 Brida

Author: Paulo Coelho

RM7

 Carry Me Down

 Author: M.J Hyland

RM7

 The Gardens of Tokyo

Author: Kate Walbert

RM5

 The Gift (SOLD to dear Miss Farah)

Author: Cecilia Ahern

RM7

The Japanese Lover

 Author: Rani Manicka

RM7

The Little Princesses

Author: Marion Crawford

RM5

  

The Nanny Diaries

Author: Nicola Kraus & Emma McLaughin

RM7

 The Time Traveler's Wife

Author: Audrey Niffenesser

RM7

We are all made of Glue

Author: Marina Lewycka

RM7

Okay, thats all it. :) Enjoy

A journey to wherever Mind, Heart And Smile take her to.

Its been awhile, so hey you my little cute black space. I owed you a tale. A tale of Ninja Inchan with her cute little friends called Heart, Mind and Smile.

Well, I dont know where to start.

Maybe by saying that Ninja Inchan is in mess. A little heartbroken. Somehow in love, well shes totally unsure of that though . Kind of confused. Somehow jilted. Serenity could be hers at times, then could just drift away from her grip slowly yet certainly.

And yes, she knows shes fine. Heart, Mind and Smile are there for her. Always there. Always stay put. Stay true. Never move an inch, a step, even their guts are as strong, as loyal.

Ninja Inchan: But I think people are selfish at times. I cant simply make everyone happy. What about my own happiness? My own love story? My own happy ending Oh dear, you should know how hard I have tried. Have struggled like a mad man tried to sell his gums. And, White flag is the only thing I have in mind.

Smile: I know its a pretty tough time you are going through now buddy. With this and that and these and those, oh boy, I feel you, like really. But honey, your loved ones are the most important treasures someone should always care of. Be there for your loved ones. Be selfless. Life needs selfless people more.Now, let me see your smile. There you go, honey bee. A little wider, aaah much better!

Heart: You two weird things are fine now. Let it be. Be there for him at his worst. Be there for him, always. Fragile little thing, he is now. Guys are always too complicated. They have this cave thing, and hide in that dark cold cave like a mad scientist working on his rocket plan. They think they are simple, but they are not, really. But then, you are your own happiness, create it. Dont depend on things or humans. Your joy is solely yours to imagine and feel and breathe and love. Let that mad scientist be. That rocket hes working on, could be his only transport to you one day, you will see.

Mind: You are still young. Young and in mess. Well, that is not a surprise to anyone, isnt? So be a mess. A hot young mess. Life is a maze, and you will find a way out, you always will.

And Ninja Inchan weeps softly, sighs deeply and yet she knows, shes fine.

"Lets move faster now, this maze is getting deeper and darker, and you have no idea how i hate being in the dark!"

I hate love songs.

I loathe love songs. They are like an epitome of the past I have been longing to forget. The past that haunts me in a way only I could feel it. You know when tiny pieces of this heart of yours somehow is being suppressed to the point you cant breathe properly, and all you can do is trying to catch every breath by sighing slowly yet painfully.

It is been like a while I have been such redundant when it comes to love songs. Feeling is perfectly suppressed, My undefined emotion is somehow ignored, as I am actually scared of its after-effect.

Be it heartbreaking, or not. I cant stand it without feeling that hey, this might be referring to my situation now! Darn it. Hell with it. I despise love songs.

I could listen to them, but trying to tag along any emotion available is a big no-no.

I am that rigid. I am that afraid. You do know how heartbreak feels like, dont you? It feels like, an atomic bomb screwing every organ in your body.

*sigh*

Anyway somehow this rigid heart of mine feels a sudden emotion recently when I listen to a certain love songs.

And all I can say,

Darn! Screw me.

Miss Jerk's point of view

So I was being misjudged. For being a selective person, and left that guy just right after 3 months going out together.

"You are so mean"

"Oh,my. Poor guy. You told me he is a nice chap!"

"You dont even give him a chance"

"Do you think you are good enough young lady?"

"You definitely are not young anymore! Now, who is going to marry you?"

Hm.

Well.

He did nothing wrong. Oh, he was a type of guy that would try to cheer you up whenever you feel down, the one that is always there for you, root for you, and well, he is going to make you happy. Or so I thought if all love needs was just that. To make you happy.

I was the poker one. I felt, nothing. Nada. Ai mo, arimasen deshita. Zero.

Which I knew my mistake was to lead him on. And I was in dire need of someone to lean on and somehow he came with a heart balloon he tagged along.

When we first met,he smiled so wide and happily I did feel my heart thumping faster and slower in the same time. I could feel my feet floating up above the ground, my smile hardly wearing down.

But gradually, it hit me right on my face. The day I could think straight, became the day I suddenly realized, I had nothing inside this heart that could match whatever he's poured me.

I told him off that I really cant work on this relationship anymore. After only 3 months.

Brokenhearted, he asked me if we could still be friends? I said, no. Yet he insisted.

Oh boy, I was embracing the role JERK perfectly, wasnt I? Well, it suited me best at that point of time. I accepted that, your Honour.

Yet, it was not my intention in the very first place to do so. Ah, if only I could tell the world oh so very much.

You see,

I had been in his position twice. Liking a person who hardly likes you back and giving you hard time is doing nothing but cutting your heart into tiny pieces and making a barbeque out of it. I know the feeling like its in my book forever long. Trust me.

I didnt mean to break his heart in the very first place. I just had to do so just because I knew, he really truly deserves someone far better than me. Oh, lame excuse, In-chan. *rolling eyes*

And somehow, this role changing changes the way my heart view things.

Hm.

Love. Its a mutual thing, you know.

You wanna make it work, you have to try harder than you think.

For me, I am in no rush. Really? Well, really. Belahlah hatiku, lihat lihat.

Because,

When the time comes, I will give all this heart could ever give. To someone I will call, love of my life.

Random tiny bits

• I have made an honest Cancerian crab out of me by being over protective over this plastic heart of mine that could be punctured easily by a tiny pin which in my case, your senseless words. So, watch your words, or I could just simply put you down with mine.

• Wedding could be a nice pain in the ass if you have gotten yourself a tedious most picky wedding planner in the world, which in my case, my mom. sorry ma. I have to. *pressure pressure*. Its not for my wedding anyway, its my brother's.

• Speaking about weddings, yes of course its the season of weddings right now. It is like everyone around me is getting married, and at some point, I could not lie that I do feel a slight tingling feeling of envy that I too, wish to have a beautiful wedding event on my own. Being in charge of the theme color(s) that I choose, the dress I myself design, the flowers, invitation cards and other things! Yet, reality hits me back, shaking my body off and asking me to stay real "Intan, wedding wont stop at the day itself, hun. It starts right after" and yes it perfectly shuns me out of my Alice in the Wonderland fantasy.

• Yet, that did not stop me from designing my own wedding dress. Haha. Something lace, something creamy, something flowy, yet nothing over the top! I will always go for classic look. Ah, I feel like getting married now just because of the dress, which in my case would not happen for the next few years! *sighing* but Allah knows best, right?

• Wedding aside, this has never changed and will never be - Guys who read are in fact the sexiest most erotic human beings ever exist in my entire life. I saw this one chap in a train on my way to KL Sentral who was so immersed in his reading, the way his doe eyes flickered gleefully like he has this new found adventure and he's the sea ay ay captain sailing his big ship! And oh, I could do nothing but stare and stare and never at once I bat my eyelids, for I was too immersed in my new found adventure, a cute bookish guy! Yum.

• Susah benar nak turunkan berat badan, which in my case I took the one whole Holy Ramadhan month to shed 3 kilograms which could only stay put for only a week, and poff its gone with the rendangs and ketupats and cakes and whatnots and now I earn back my 3 kilo badge happily! Yay, I am a happy girl scout.

• Dont sigh Intan, just move your lazy butt around, go jogging you lazy

• 2 weeks left before I formally leave Sharifah & Associates as a pupil in chamber and for that the bosses are rushing their butts off to make a mountain out of my empty desk just because.

• Okay, I have to shove some mountain(s) of my desk, need to finish several cases now. Toodles sayonara!

Chocolate heart

A heart made of chocolates

A hide where I keep my secrets

Which you have forever stayed

And your smile has never strayed

Oh heart made of sweets

And the sound of its exuberant beats

When you chortle "Oh you come here"

Could you see my heart grinning dear?

Oh heart made of thousands of jumping little hearts

See I cant stop smiling oh darn you make it hard

Your whimper, smile, eyes and everything you

My heart sees you, always out of blue.

-In-chan/6.09 pm./A place called home