It is been like a while I have been such redundant when it comes to love songs. Feeling is perfectly suppressed, My undefined emotion is somehow ignored, as I am actually scared of its after-effect.
Be it heartbreaking, or not. I cant stand it without feeling that hey, this might be referring to my situation now! Darn it. Hell with it. I despise love songs.
I could listen to them, but trying to tag along any emotion available is a big no-no.
I am that rigid. I am that afraid. You do know how heartbreak feels like, dont you? It feels like, an atomic bomb screwing every organ in your body.
Anyway somehow this rigid heart of mine feels a sudden emotion recently when I listen to a certain love songs.
And all I can say,
Darn! Screw me.